profile eugenia is currently studying in nus fass she misses the times spent with her lovely friends in anderson junior college and her days in that blue and grey uniform shouting across that big empty space twelve june is an important date and white is a nice and pretty colour everyone should smile and be happy because smiling is good for health just like brocolli she is a child of God and she trusts because everything is in His hands(: affiliates 2307!(: gpblog ajdance(: arica ashley beishan beverly brenda cedardance(: charissakwok charmainechoy chloe chunmeng cicilaahh clarissa dione ethel evelyn geraldine huiyi jalene jasmin jeremy jiamin joelmo joshuachee joshualoke julian lorraine mabel natalie nigel pastorkenny pastormary rachelchan samanthaleo samgoh serena serene shawnlim shawnng steph syeyuet terry thomas weijie weijun wenyuan youying yuanyin tagboard credits skin by: jane |
Sunday, December 07, 2008
im hungryy. okay i've been eating alot these few days. -thinks about that packet of hot and spicy chips i finished on my own two nights ago. oh dear. just came back from youth camp like one to two hours ago. camp was awesome(: games, sessions, bondings. had a great time despite the not-so-nice facilities. HAHA. my room sucked the plugs were all spoilt no ceiling fans nowhere to charge phones. only the aircon and lights were working but i guess that's good enough(: the sessions rocked. there was a revival, and it just simply felt wonderful. quite unexpected, never seen such things happening before, but it's good, so im happy for all of them(: i crossed the line of no return, and i prayed with gf and brought her over too(: i love gf, even though she wasnt around like half the camp, we somehow bonded(: at that line, i confessed whatever i had to to God, made a decision to follow Him and give up whatever i have to, including that. i know it wont be easy, but eugenia ling, persevere, you can do it. Lord, Your will be done, not mine. & stop thinking that it might be you. you know it's not, so just stop. RAHH. stop, brain, stop. it's not me it's not me it's not me it's not me it's not me it's not me. and stop feeling like that, i dont like it. how i wish brains and hearts will listen to commands and stop right away. why do such things have to happen, everytime i decide to give up, something, no matter how small, will have to come and trigger it. Lord, are You testing me? i want to stop feeling whatever i've felt the past year :/ why do i keep clinging on to it then. it's an internal struggle, one of which i hope will just disappear into thin air with no consequences. ha. ha. eugenia ling, that will never happen. choices have consequences, and you've made the choice to cross that line. stay there, trust God, and He will bless You. yes, i know He will(: & im so very glad the three of us are so close now(: i love you two, boy & mei mei :D oh oh! special thanks to rave you all crazy guys for dancing for our skit(: marcus for joining our group, our skit wont be as properly done up without your help(: aunty aileen for her wonderful yummy cookies when all of us were super hungry and dinner wasnt here(: sonshine group members for being so enthusiastic and making the camp an enjoyable one(: &last but not least CAMP COMM(: for planning such a wonderful and unforgettable youth camp :D:D making a difference is stuck in my head. wont You Lord take a look at our hands everything we have use it for Your plan wont You Lord take a look at our hearts mould it, refine it, set us apart we want to run to the altar and catch the fire to stand in the gap between the living and the dead give us a heart of compassion in a world without vision we will make a difference bringing hope to our land break my heart for what breaks Yours. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ prom was quite fun, dressing up prettily, makeup&hairdo for the night. and all the picture taking. the food was, i dont know. haha. but there was unagi :D:D:D i think steph and i finished half of that lalala. yeah didnt eat much actually. picture taking was funn. but i look sooo white. i shall post some pictures later. if it manages to get uploaded. sitting at the singapore river and just i love my girlfriends! :D                      blogger's picture uploader sucks eh. it take years to upload a picture. and sometimes the picture refuses to get uploaded :/ and if you're wondering why i posted so late, i went to sleep without completing the post :D heee. plus i ate dinner and blaaah. i think i rock. i started typing this in the afternoon at one plus. and twelve hours has passed before this is published :D all blogger's fault. |